Tuesday, March 18, 2008

Potty Training Continued




GO POTTY, Sushi, GO POTTY! I heard it so many times... It all started to sink in... all that routine, then the reward ( my biscuits), that I thought to myself: Well, If I go potty outside I will get a cookie. If I accidentally go potty inside, my Mom gets mad and takes me oustide and yells angrily: GO POTTY, Sushi, GO POTTY ! Wow, she got reeaaaally upset. She got about six paper towels to dry the pee wearing her cleaning gloves. Then she sprayed a cleaning product and wiped it off and then sprayed another one called OFF spray, so the smell would be totally removed and thus I wouldn't be able to smell the pee anymore and keep peeing back on the same spot. And I would do this to mark the territory, I am very territorial ! But, seeing my Mom cleaning my mess and all frustrated about the training,( I think) I felt guilty deep inside. I hope she understood that it was not on purpose. I didn't quite understand why she was mad, that's because if you don't catch me redhanded right on the spot, the minute after, I totally forget what I did and have no idea if the deed was right or wrong. Sometimes she would catch me " in action", and that rang a bell, oh oh, this is not right... but honestly when she caught me a bit later, I did not understand why all the drama. I don't have a great memory and bad moments just pass me by. I'm happy ! I also live in the present moment and even though she would make me sniff my own pee and take me outside to remind me of what I did was wrong... It didn't work! It was done, PAST! I don't keep punishing myself, that's the wisdom I live by. After a while, I wasn't sad because I did something wrong, yet I got sad because I could FEEL the sadness in my Mama. Ooooooh, I'm getting pretty philosophical here....

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